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The Spirit Speaks – Feeling My Presence… or Not

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Do you feel close to me, the Spirit of Jesus Christ living within you? Do you feel my presence? Have you grown to rely on me to be with you, always there when you need me? Do you feel the peace of our shared life together, our shared love together? Do you hunger and thirst for my presence, and do you feel a sting of panic if you don’t immediately sense my presence when you look my way?

One more question, a request really: imagine how you would feel if you looked for me and I was no longer there. Imagine what your life would be like without me.

If you feel a sense of utter, overpowering despair, then you have a small taste of how I felt when I died for you on that cross. For when I took the burden of the sins of humanity, my Father God and I were separated, no longer together, no longer one. His presence was gone. And I fell off that cross and into the black, empty void of despair… into hell.

But do not despair, for I will never leave you. I will always be with you, to the very end of the age.

And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age. (Matthew 28:20)

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Author: CJ Penn

I love writing - it gets me out of bed when it's way too dark, just so I can do some writing before heading off to work. I write because I’m passionate about God, Jesus, His Spirit, and His truth. And, I feel the Holy Spirit gets shortchanged in the world we call Christianity. The truth is sometimes lacking too.

2 thoughts on “The Spirit Speaks – Feeling My Presence… or Not

  1. atimetoshare.me's avatar

    What a Savior we have. He gave up everything for us. Thanks for your lovely words.

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    • CJ Penn's avatar

      I’ve tried many times to convey how much Jesus gave up, when He died for us on the cross. But I always feel that I fall short. No surprise – there’s no way for me to imagine the depth of the despair He endured. But that’s okay. It all just feeds my love for him.

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